Every artist reaches a point in their career where they feel like they finally understand themselves.I say artist, and not photographer, bc I was not born a photographer. I did no start this company bc I liked all the buttons on my camera. I didn't start AJBC bc I loved putting up backdrops.
I truly believe I was born an artist. A maker of things. A collector of memories. A traveler. An explorer. An Imaginative.
I started photographing bc I loved creating. It just so happens that the first thing I understood about myslef as an artist is that my main medium would be photography. Many of you ask why I am AJBC. Well, bc, that's literally who I am. It's my initials. Before I was married I would paint, do pottery, draw, and I would sign everything AJB. When I got married I felt bad dropping the B, everyone knew my art name as AJB, so I just added the C for Carufel, making me AJBC.
For those of you who knew me before AJBC was "official" I did a 365. It was fun, it was care free, it was edgy. I did things that not everyone liked, I portrayed things in my photographs that I would never really do- and I LOVED IT. And I've been told by a lot of people that they loved it too. A LOT of people started booking with me bc of my self portrait 365 project. Somewhere in there I got shy. I got worried about what people thought. I thought I had to give them what they wanted, when in reality, people came to me in the beginning bc I was just doing what was me, what I loved, and that was being an artist.
Now that I've been AJBC in the photography world I've photographed almost everything you can think of. Newborns, babies, weddings, events, pets, couples, seniors, families and the list goes on and on. I use to think it was cool that I could do it all. Then I realized- I don't like doing it all- and that's ok!
As 2014 grows I notice myself really, really finding a path, and staying on it. It's a path less traveled, and I like that. It's a path that many may find uncomfortable and turn around, it's a skinny path that may not allow room for everyone. But if you're daring enough to walk with me on this path, what you will see is everything those people who turned around didn't, you'll see a beautiful view at the end that you worked so hard to see.
So what am I saying? I know I talk a lot. I type a lot. But what am I really saying? I guess I'm saying everything that I said before, about how we are taking things up a notch, except I really mean it this time. Things are about to get real. And for the first time in my career, I'm not doing it for anyone except myself. I know that sounds selfish, and I'll be honest, it mildly is, but as an artist, I can ONLY produce my BEST work for YOU, if I'm doing what I love.
Everything in between is just... everything in between. And I'm not cool with just being in between everything.
SO. As of TODAY I'm shedding my layers. It's a new season for me.
Welcome.
Enjoy.
Walk with me.
Don't turn around on me. I promise the view is worth it.
I can't believe I had forgotten to share this beautiful, amazing woman with you!!This is my AMAZING stylist, Jen. She's the talent behind many of my images. I love having someone I can 100% trust for my clients. It's always so exciting when a beautiful woman walks through my door and I know they are going to shine even brighter after they are done getting their hair and makeup done with Jen. I also have trusted her for the last 10 years with all of my own persona haircuts, from first seeing her and asking her to help me grow out a disaster, to 10 years later asking her what she thought about shaving half my head and her smiling saying- I think you can pull it off. She has a way of taking what you want- and making it better. It was so fun to see her on the other side of this experience!! We had a wonderful time, right in her own home, creating something soft and natural for her indoors, to then moving outside and doing something FUN and sassy- I love versatile girls with no fear ;)
If you're still in biker babe mode you need to check out Roberta's biker inspired session- a fitness bad ass who you can find online at Fit Biker Chick!
If you want to see more Boudoir hop on over to Tricia's gallery!
AND if you want to see what Jen created with AJBC a few years later with her whole family check out her session with a "mystical" twist here!
Check out the full beauty gallery here!
As I sit here and plan for a really awesome, super stylized session in the snow this weekend, I think back to last year when the snow started to thaw- I made a BIG change in my company. I booked a few shoots and opened my mind. I feel like THIS session was the first time I had REALLY felt alive while I was shooting in a very, very long time. Many, many people have brought up, and still bring up, this session to me, saying, "...the little girl with the apple..." Who would have thought a gorgeous little girl and 1 red apple would start something so big and stick in so many people's minds when it came to AJBC! That makes me so so happy. I wanted to revisit some of my fav shots of that session with you!(Plus give a special thank you to her and her mom for 100% trusting me and the vision I had created for them... along with being amazing and finding an all white wardrobe in the middle of winter!)
Check out our full family gallery!
For more adorable little ones check out Rebka's gorgeous outdoor session!
For another unique kids shoot check out Corbin's 6th month photoshoot!